Numerology/Astrology for 4/15/20

4/15/20 is the number 5. If you add the 4 + 1 + 5 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 14.  1 + 4 = 5.

The number 5 is all about earth and the physical body. You are here on earth. You are earth. You are a part of all things that manifest here on this earth. It is your consciousness and intention that is guiding you towards learning how to manifest in this dimension. You are here to recognize how your mind and energy connects to others and to all of life itself. And together in that coexisting of intermingled life, you learn the power of that intention and what thoughts you allow to linger and loop in the mind. From there those thoughts become actions and those actions impact the physical world. You will continue to impact this world. The question becomes if you are doing it from an unconscious place and from mental patterns of obsession and looping or if you are doing it from a place of clear, directed, conscious intention. That is part of what we are learning here. How to be in this world, of this world, and a positive creative manifestation process in this world. If you do not like what you are manifesting, notice those hidden, repetitive voices and thoughts. Notice what continues to repeat in your life and how you can responsibly change it into something of breathtaking beauty and love.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

There is a square between the Sun and Jupiter, so not let all that fire go to your head and make you vain, extravagant, or wasteful. Your will willpower is stronger than normal and when it comes to protecting or defending someone or something you can be a formidable foe. Thought it all remember to be kind and calm. This aspect can lead to legal issues if not careful.

The Moon in Aquarius square Uranus in Taurus. Get ready for a bit of craziness and eccentricity. Those that hold a strong fanatic side can take things too far. Moods are all over the place, love is quirky, and love can have tragedy. Things just seem abnormal but do not do anything that harms yourself or others.

The Moon sextile Mercury in Aquarius supports conversations that are rapid and striving for independence. Constriction is not going to happen on this astrological watch. Not if you have anything to say about it.

The Moon trine Venus in Gemini. Care for your family and how they are showing up in your life at this time. Appreciate all the time and effort that they are putting into things. Holding that tone of appreciation can give you a much more cheerful mood. Something we all need at this point.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Quote

“To become enlightened,
you have to be willing
to hold the souls journey
and progression as much
more important than
allowing the mind
to remain in comfort
and delusion.
Enlightenment
is not comfortable.
Truth is only painful
to the ego and a rigid mind”
~Mandavara~

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I had a dream last night that I was going to see a female guru. She was talking and I walked in and kneeled down to listen. I liked her words and the way she was so authentic. I appreciated her honesty and illuminated spirit that was easy and comfortable. She gave me an assignment to take a white fruit, (similar to a Jicama), to slice it in half and then grabbed it from the center and pull. Out came a perfect heart shape between her fingers. She gave us the assignment to practice the technique, which I failed miserably. I really believed I could do it and I could imagine the white fruit heart in my hand. But I was unable to accomplish the task.
Chastened but not discouraged, she gave us another assignment to protect a child that had wandered out into a spit of land jutting out into a wild and raging ocean. The assignment was to stop the high waves from swallowing the child and then to pick up the child and take him to higher ground before allowing the full onslaught of the powerful ocean waves to move and drown this spit of land.
That one was easy for me. I stopped the waves and held them back with a forcefield of love. Picked up the child and gave it to the mother.
None of the other devotees could manage it.
But that one was easy for me.
The woman guru smiled but did not act surprised.
She and I were walking somewhere and she said to me, “You know. You will become enlightened in this lifetime!”

I stopped and stared incredulously at her and said, “Seriously?”

And she smiled and nodded. “You just need to remember to listen to the things that I tell you from this point on and follow them. You have been listening very well and following the road of compassion and truth. Two very difficult things to balance out. Because some believe truth is cruel, but it is not. Truth shatters the illusions that people want to continue to live in but shattering illusions is the job of an enlightened person. And while those illusions are shattering, their ego will need to lash out and make you wrong. It is in that moment that holding compassion for that souls mental reaction to that truth becomes a tremendous strength and skill.

To become enlightened, you have to be willing to hold the souls journey and progression as much more important than allowing their mind to remain in comfort and delusion.

Enlightenment is not comfortable.

Truth is only painful to the ego and a rigid mind”

Whether it was just a positive and uplifting dream or something really real, who knows. But I do feel happier and more relaxed. I don’t feel goal oriented at all. I feel no striving. I feel a deep sense within that somehow I am on the right path for me and a path that has the potential for me to break through karma and into whatever is the next process for the evolution of my soul.

~Suzanne Wagner~