Numerology/Astrology for 6/12/20

6/12/20 is the number 4. If you add the 6 + 1 + 2 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 13.
1 + 3 = 4.

Sometimes things have to go to an extreme to find a correct balance. This seems to be the position of this world at this time. While the pendulum has to swing from one extreme to the other in order to find that precious middle position, and I wish it were not so, that seems to be the order of the day. Do your best to keep conversations open. Stay calm. Allow others to express what they feel. Just know that you can be a trigger to someone’s emotional outburst but remember that what they feel is not necessary about you but really about their past, their wounding, and their unresolved issues.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

As we are in the shadow of a Mercury retrograde and in-between a Lunar and Solar Eclipse, the miscommunication and upsets (I expect) will continue unabated for weeks. Back up your computer systems now. You never know what might happen in a week or so. Know that plans you are creating are probably going to be delayed. Don’t get mad. Get organized.

Venus continues to be retrograde until June 25th. Another indication that all thoughts you have about a plan are going to be delayed. It is to give you a moment to rethink a few things. Plans being Number 1.

The Sun-Mars square continues to agitate your senses to the point you will want to scream. It is a huge test to see if you can manage your anger.

I have rules in dealing with my own anger;

1. Don’t hurt yourself. If you get so angry that you put your fist through a wall and break your hand, you just prove to yourself that anger is dangerous. And it is dangerous when it is reactive and gapped. But anger is supposed to be about boundaries. When someone overrides your boundaries you will get angry. And if you tell them to back off and they continue to override you that anger will escalate. So first notice where someone is overriding your boundaries. Speak up early and do not suppress the need to get others to listen to your needs and feeling.

2. Don’t hurt others. If you hurt others the guilt will eat away at you and cause you karmic suffering for a longer time than the emotional expression that you used to lash out to others.

3. Don’t destroy the personal property of others. Because again, there are consequences to destroying property. And remember there are cameras now everywhere.

The Moon in Pisces is going to continue to escalate the protesting and the emotional tone from American’s that have had enough.

The Moon conjuncts Mars in Pisces will make people more irritable, violent, boastful, and tense. Know that illness that is related to the stress increase.

Mars and Neptune are moving towards a conjunction and it will tend to create situations that are going to hook people emotions and push them towards violence if they are not listened to and their needs and wants addressed.

Regular routines are going to continue to be upset. Listen to your intuition and know that you have to get creative and feel into the flow happening rather than what you mind wants to address.

The emotional toll of the intense drama unfolding in our country is making people physically exhausted. Do not be upset if you cannot listen to the news or if you need more sleep. Listen to your body. Let go of idealism and become mentally, emotionally, and spiritually aware. Without that better balance within souls. The violence is going to escalate.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Quote

Without love this world

will wither and die.

All things need our love.

How big is your heart?

Can you love more

than yourself?

Can you love more

than your family?

Can you love all the

creatures of this world?

Your heart is amazing because

it can constantly expand

to include more and more.

Your heart has limitless

capacity to love.

The only limits it has

are the ones placed on it

because of your mind?

~Suzanne Wagner~

Blog

Dark matter gathers up as much energy as it can get. It is no different than when ghost hunters get their batteries drained and then they too feel exhausted. What I know and can feel is that there is a massive force of dark energy that is attempting to manifest as much chaos and suffering as it can. There is a type of twisted glee that it carries that I can feel. This dark energy loves and thrives on the upset and suffering of mankind.
Such an energy is an ancient thing. A thing of legends and endless stories and myths. It is something very old and it arises at certain times in history to unleash a type of chaos that we have seen repeatedly in history.

It is important to notice the subtly of such an energy. The more awake you become … the more you notice the many energetic changes that this world is exhibiting right now.
For anyone sensitive, it is extremely intense.

What I know is that something very big is building up.
There is only one option for such energy and it is never good.

That is why for years I have been attempting to interrupt this energy by speaking up about it and working towards awakening as many as I could to this extremely unusual occurrence that is manifesting.
But a few years ago, I realized that what I was doing was not going to shift the trajectory of this moment historically and that all of us were hurdling towards a crisis of massive proportions. And this energy was set and intent in its purpose. So I had to conclude that this energy was intended to do something of such a massive scale that this world would be forever changed. And whether we liked it or not, this energy was necessary and we really did not get a choice in the matter.
What we can do is be ready for this moment internally, physically, mentally, emotionally and psychically.
I hope that you are ready. I hope you are awake. I hope that you can find a place of sanity to sit and weather this storm. I know that we are close. It is coming. Let this storm clear out the dysfunction of humanity and let the hatred be transformed into something that is constructive rather than destructive. That is what is on the other side of this storm. That I also can feel. And that realization gives me a great sense of peace and purpose.
~Suzanne Wagner~