Numerology/Astrology for 7/19/16
7/19/16 is the number 8. As this number represents the sign of infinity it therefore represents the two sides of duality also. The positive and negative things in the external world seem obvious, but they also seem obvious in your own self and reality. Today, you begin to see the patterns from your past that blocked you from a more relaxed and full life. You see how the fear stopped you from stepping out of the habits of reactive behavior and you begin to understand the loops that you have continued to create in order to finally see past the illusion of “Other”. After all there is no other. All you really see are the reflections of your unresolved selves. This is a great lesson. If you cannot see your own shadow self it reflects back into your external world so you can then see yourself. So often we do not want to see that those negative reflections that we judge and project on are just disowned parts of ourself trying to get back home. But today, there is something that really clicks inside. You finally begin to see that everyone is you and that you have been caught in your own personal “Groundhog Day” for years. It is the awareness that breaks you out of the loop. It is you owning that those that you labeled and judged are inner archetypes or parts that you have not allowed to be loved and fully integrated that keep the disowned projections to show up again and again in your life. Only loving all that you are will bring all parts of yourself back into balance with all things. There is a grief when you finally see that you can be whole right now. You can find peace right now. All you need to do is stop blaming and seeing others as separate from yourself. The Moon is in the serious sign of Capricorn most of the day, until 11:12 PM EDT. A Full Moon occurs this evening also in the sign of Capricorn at 6:58 PM EDT. A Full Moon is a time of culmination, romance, fertilization, and relationships. The Cancer-Capricorn polarity concerns the balance between the private life, domesticity, the need for a home base, and nurturance (represented by Cancer) versus the public life, career, reputation, and accountability (represented by Capricorn). In some ways, this polarity deals with the balance between unconditional love and conditional love. Cancer encourages you to value your home base and your roots, while Capricorn persuades you to consider your sense of duty and responsibility along public or professional lines. Cancer represents the origin, and Capricorn represents the goal. Neglecting either end of the axis will surely backfire on you. Ideally, a balance should be found between the two energies, and this is what the Full Moon invites you to do. This Full Moon is about balancing your commitment to your career and families. All may not be as they appear with Mercury and Neptune forming a quincunx today. There can be uncertainty and indecision now, as it can be difficult to draw upon intuition or to combine logic and intuition in a cohesive manner. Alternatively, the tendency to daydream can be high, and often at the expense of productivity and clear communication.
I do not feel obliged to believe that the same God who has endowed us with sense, reason and intellect has intended us to forgo their use.
I feel like humanity is on the brink of an awakening but there are internal and external forces at play that are trying to subvert the growth of objective consciousness and peaceful co-existence. It is your obligation as a part of humanity and this world to fight those internal and external demons that try to abscond with your rational mind and objective mindfulness. There are so many of us on this planet, that for us not learn the lessons of working together and how to peacefully find a better balance is actually criminal. The external reality is simply reflecting the disowned internal states of consciousness that you have disowned. You have to find peace to find fulfillment. You have to listen to others and at least understand where they are coming from to support a world that wants to heal and come together.