Numerology/Astrology for 7/2/18
7/2/18 is the number 2. The number 2 might make you feel at the moment like no matter what you do you are being thwarted to do good. It may feel as if the darkness is attempting to put out the light but don’t let it. The light is way more powerful than darkness as it takes only a small bit of light to be able to see in pitch black. The same is true within you if you are willing to look. That is what always surprises me about humanity. They are so afraid to see their own shadow and the distortion of darkness that is within. It does not take much effort to discover the truth of your own shadowy maze but the ego will resist and resist to the last breath and make you waste so much energy and time in your life attempting to defend the undefendable. It is just so much easier to see the truth that keeps repeating again and again in front of you in so many ways and to make a choice to change. It is no wonder that so many people are sick inside because denial is a toxic soup of suffering for the soul.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Astrology Today
Hold tight to your family. Know that you have work to do to make things move more smoothly in your home. Pay attention to the needs of those you love rather than get distracted by the external world’s ongoing drama. Nothing is more important than connecting to those you love. But also step away from those that have addictive tendencies that support the very chaos that does not lead back to love. Just because someone has a heart inside that is expressed in loving ways does not mean that loving heart is loving themselves or actually doing things that support life in this world. I know many think they are being loving and true to themselves. But it is in the actions of the person and in the words that you learn who they really are. Step away from those whose actions promote suffering and the continuation of lies. It is pointless to protect some from their own karmic journey.
While a Pisces Moon encourages you to break down barriers, you also need to notice how high those barriers are and of what they are made of. There are some that are making their barriers on the bodies of others suffering. Those are people that you should recognize as energies that do not support who you really want to become. Do not follow those because they will lead you into more suffering rather than less. There is no external way with words you can protect yourself from your own karmic patterns of evolution. But you also do not need to take on the karma of others. Trust me, you have enough on your plate. A Mercury-Saturn quincunx today can bring much worry and anxiousness. Take a breath and try to not let fear overtake logic. This influence can point to communication challenges. Assume that you are not going to get the point across to others that you want. Also expect hassles and extra steps that you really do not have time for. Just surrender to those patterns and do what is right in front of you. If you have a pure heart and are doing what is right, the angels have a way of slowing time down, so you can manage to get it all done. Don’t fret or leap into overwhelm. There are mental blocks and very difficult decisions that need to be made. You will tend to doubt yourself and the motivations of others. Don’t get caught up in the details, you need to make good, practical choices for your personal next steps. You are going to be sensitive to what’s said or very aware of those that do not communicate with you honestly. That is because they deep down know they are wrong. Let it go. By their actions you shall know them.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Quote
I had a dream of a world in peace.
I had a dream of a world
where acceptance was the social norm.
I believe that love is the way out of chaos.
I believe that hatred implodes on itself
and destroys that which is believes it protects.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Blog
The good news is that a new life is upon us. We are entering into the season of eclipses and whether you like it or not you are going to be breaking free of things that have been dead for a while. That might be friendships, old beliefs, illusions that in your past you used to feel better about yourself, etc.
You are going to pivot into a new way of being. You are being asked to give up something in order to shift into this next phase. Know that there is no turning back because these changes in work and your old relationships are going to be radical and definitive. There is only one question to be asking, “Is this relationship a safe container for your heart? Does this relationship allow me to express my authentic self or do they put down from their own fears and distortions?”
There are huge questions stirring in your deep subconsciousness. Horrific distortions are going to be the fuel that allow you to gracefully go deeper into your personal journey towards consciousness. Life is no longer okay in mediocre land. You want the full expression of light and love. Those that hold hate and darkness cannot fully love and therefore they need to move in the direction of their path and life choices. Not everyone is supposed to walk with you on your chosen path. No paths are perfect for everyone. Each path is specific for that person’s next lessons. So don’t judge as yours being right and theirs being wrong. It is ridiculous to think that every person who has touched your heart is supposed to walk the entire lifetime next to you. Every time you close your eyes there is the potential to open them to another perspective and viewpoint. I like to think of it as we did in the theater, there is a black out, people come and go from the stage, the lights go on and there is the next scene in the ballet. Your personal sanity is the quest. When you are so attached to the outer world and your ego’s perception, the personal and interpersonal sometimes breakdown. But there are subtle clues in the breakdown. Those tears you cry are the doorway to opening your heart again.
~Suzanne Wagner~