I have been a practicing psychic since I was a child.
I assumed that everyone could see and hear the things that I did from a young age.
As I grew … I became aware that others did not operate or experience the world in a similar fashion.
I decided by the age of 6, that adults had somehow disconnected from their divine and highest self.
And I vowed to not make that same mistake.
Fortunately, my life was one of music, numbers, rhythms, poetry, art, and ballet. That gave me the opportunity to practice the ability to keep both my right and left brains open and in harmony with each other.
I had permission to move music through my body and channel the energies of audiences through as well. Through dance I learned how to hold and channel forces that were greater than my own physical body and soul.
Dance and music taught me to merge with life itself.
I learned how to understand and flow with the powerful forces of nature and other forms of light and life.
I gained my unique perspective and insight this way.
In my teenage years I was given great opportunities to dance in New York City on scholarships to Julliard and was coached by amazing teachers that showed me that power can be transferred and gifted to others. As many of these teachers did for me.
By 17 years old I was professionally dancing in Berlin Germany with the Deutsche Oper Berlin.
This was during the time of the Cold War when the walls were still up and a tense standoff existed between west and east.
I found myself, a deeply intuitive young woman, literally standing in the place of two world wars with all the karmic devastation and suffering that lingered in the rocks, bricks, walls, soil, water and air.
The psychic impact of this place, Berlin, blew open my remaining doors to a place of deepest knowing and intuition. Past lives, flooded through my being and I could see the dead that were still caught between the worlds in the astral plain.
It was in this place of darkness and devastation that I began to remember who I was and what I had really come here to do.
But the timing was not quite yet … and I knew it.
Dance taught me level of internal discipline and a type of mental control and stability that few things can teach in this world.
And through it all, I watched humanity and the patterns that human consciousness wove, thus creating their karmic expression and experiences in this life.
I worked with many great and powerful teachers, gurus, and facilitators.
But the teachers that most impressed me were the ones that knew that they had an enlightened gift to give the world, but they also knew that … they too … were a human beings working through their own karmic journey.
They showed me that you could still give your gifts and continue to work on yourself. You did not need to be totally enlightened to make a huge difference in the world. But what you did need to do was be honest, authentic, and compassionate to all life.
My intention is to be as authentically kind and honest in each and every reading.
I am not here to tell you what you want to hear. I am here to help you uncover and discover what you have hidden from yourself.
When you are ready you will find the teacher that is right for you and they will vibrate at the level of wisdom and truth that this person can comprehend at that time.
Perhaps, I may be that person for you.
You will know by a feeling … inside … and signs that have guided you to me in this moment.
As a teacher and published author of many books; Integral Tarot, Integral Numerology, Becoming Authentic: Lessons in Tantra, Confessions of a Psychic, and The Prophesy of the Morian, I use my many skills to assist you in understanding who you are, where you are in your journey, what you need to work on, and what your goals are in this lifetime.
I use tools of Astrology, Numerology, Tarot, Channeling, Palmistry, meditation, yogic skills, many healing techniques, and breathing practices to help you open to the magnificence that is within your soul attempting to break past the defenses of your ego.
I look forward to every connection that the universe brings to me as I know they are divinely guided in this moment to connect with me to help them find the next level of growth and expansion for their soul.
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Numerology/Astrology for 7/29/18
7/29/18 is the number 11. Awaken one, Awaken all. Awaken before you take that fall. You stand at the edge of your mind defined. But you have much more than potential that just what you can perceive. The number 11 can collapse into the number 2 which becomes angry and negative about life and the world. But the number 11 helps you fly high above the chaos and confusion and see things from a place of overview and clarity. If your higher self was a drone, what would it show you about your life and choices at this time. It might reveal the choice that will ensnare you in someone else’s trap because you will see the ambush forming ahead of you. You might see an easier path that would have less fighting and conflict and you could slip through unscathed, unnoticed, and unharmed. Let your higher self and the number 11 help you step beyond what you think you know and see with the eyes of a hawk to the bigger picture unfolding right now in your life. You can see where you are going if you let go of the attachment you have to a position or idea. You are not here to validate another’s projection. You are here to discover the power and potential of your own heart and to give that gift to this world as selflessly as possible.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Astrology Today
The Moon continues its transit of Aquarius until the early evening. With an opposing Mercury retrograde this morning, just know that misunderstandings are possible. Be very careful with your words because your true feelings on something may just come completely out. The Aquarius Moon is good for sharing ideas and perceptions with each other. Just remember that you are independent but also interdependent at the same time. Choices in life must align both ways. If you choose your own mind and ego over the power of the interdependent relationships that each of us have with all of life then you will not have that connection and power to hold you to clarity and accountability. Nature constantly shows us the way. It is the human mind, in its arrogance, that believes that it has more power than nature and life itself. Be progressive in your approach and allow that determination inside to be the fuel to get you to the new places and awareness that you have been seeking. While you may believe you know what’s worked in the past, you may be in need and upgrade and update at this time. So let go of the old ways and allow in the newer and faster ways to discover your destiny.
The Moon goes into Pisces this evening, and helping you seek some level of escape from the regular or ordinary. Expect to feel more emotional than you might want. Therefore you might want to give yourself some extra emotional space or time to regroup.
Peeking into August Astrology -August Astrology Forecast:
The Sun will be in Leo from July 22-August 23 and that Sun is proud, outgoing, and playful. This is a moment when claiming yourself as in individual is important and you may find that you are no longer interested in being a part of the team. You want to see and be seen. You want to express yourself in a unique and individualistic way. Just be wary of becoming to self-centered and vain.
Mercury continues to be retrograde in Leo until the 18th. You might want to be doing things a bit behind the scenes rather that right out front. Or you might just feel that you need to get away for a little fun and relaxation. As the sign of royalty, Leo urges you to do something luxurious for yourself, but don't worry. You do not need to spend a lot of money to have fun in a Leo-like way. After all Leo is considered the adolescent in Astrology and a picnic with a cream pie fight will do nicely.
Venus will be in Virgo until August 6th, and as I have a Venus in Virgo in my Natal Chart I know that it likes organization and meticulousness. Getting things in the right order produces calm and balance. Do your best to not criticize your mate and be overly picky when it comes to perhaps not getting exactly what you want.
Warrior Mars has been moving backwards since late June and will be doing that until August 27th. Right now the intent of Mars is to help you review your goals and ambitions and ask the question, "Is that what you really want?" It has been in the idealistic yet detached sign of Aquarius for two months now (compared to the normal six weeks) and will temporarily move backwards into Capricorn on the 12th of August until September 10. This asks you to get grounded and get very real, again. You have to figure how to bring your ideals into a practical application in the world. Get serious about the actions you are you are choosing and notice if they promote harmony or discord. Saturn and Pluto in Capricorn for the next two years are really putting your commitments to the test. The question is, "What are you willing to put ambitious effort into for the next two years?" On August 11 there is a Solar Eclipse in Leo. This is the last one for about nine years. Yippie! This is winding down a series of eclipses have been asking you to open your heart and to do activities that are heart centered. (There is one more lunar eclipse in Leo coming in January to finish this cycle that started in the spring of 2017). Ask the question, “Where are you taking action in your life? And are those actions in alignment with your heart?” It is not about what you get in life but what you are willing to give that changes your future and shapes your present reality.
~Suzanne Wagner~
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You cannot travel the path until you have become the path itself.
~Buddha~
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In the Buddhist tradition there is a concept of taking the Path of the Bodhisattva. What this means is that at first in the dance of enlightenment, you are seeking your own pathway to awakened awareness. It is a bit of a selfish endeavor because you are clearly seeking something for yourself, your soul, and your own enlightenment. But at some point you realize that even if you are awake, you will still see everyone else in suffering. What do you do then? A truly awakened and enlightened person cannot (in good conscience) just sit there and not care about the desperate need of others in the physical world. And ultimately they choose to come back down and help. Within in every person (enlightened or not) are the seeds of a Bodhisattva. Those seeds want to help those in need and want to give love in trying times to those suffering. Every person has that compassionate heart and deep desire to alleviate suffering. Every person has a point that the suffering is so strong that then cannot turn a blind eye. Every person has a breaking point when they recognize that they cannot ignore for another moment. Every person’s moment is different. But that call of compassion is loud and long when the screams of the oppressed are being tortured under the heavy mantel of those whose egos are the hungry ghosts of power. It does not matter if those in power respond. Often they are the most numb and blind to the suffering they create. It is up to those whose compassionate heart cannot be silent to such despair. It is up to you and I, to take the power from those who have lost the ability to see that what gave them the power in the first place from the masses was that the people believe that they were serving of the greater good. But when those in power stop serving the greater good of the people, those same people will strip them of their power often more quickly than it took to gain it in the first place.
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