Numerology/Astrology for 9/19/16
9/19/16 is the number 10. So often when things don’t go the way we expect we think we have failed or that life is over. Well life is over, as you know it. Life is about a lot of small deaths that become bigger and more powerful the more you are willing to let the ego die and just surrender to what the universe has in store for you rather than what you want or what you think you need. I look back at my life and can clearly see that the things that I thought I wanted that I did not get were never really planned for me anyway. I can now see that if I did get them they would have not fulfilled me or given me the pieces that have allowed me to become who I am today. This is a day of allowing the death to sink in and then to also let that death pass through. There is always more life on the other side of death. What seems like endings are actually huge beginnings that you will cherish later as moments of extreme courage and personal acceptance. Saturn the voice of reality has hit many of you hard and you are still reeling from the intensity of that smack. But change happened regardless. Just be careful that we are still under a Venus/Uranus opposition and so there are many of you that want to fall under the “love” spell of attraction, thinking that that love will pull you out of the misery of this moment. Recognize that falling for someone out of desperation of wanting out of your present circumstance will only get you in more trouble once this aspect is quickly over. The bigger doorway to walk through with this aspect is the one of personal freedom. Find that door and walk responsibly through it and your life will be on the other side. Use this energy and be mad about your life and circumstances and then use that anger to get going. Anger is a great motivator when used properly. Wallowing in self pity and allowing depression to collapse you is not the way to growth.
“There is a reason that you are haunted by the idea that you are wasting your life. You are a beacon of untapped potential waiting to be awakened.”
The universe knows exactly how much resistance you have to change. The universe knows exactly how had it needs to hit you to make you move out of a dysfunctional place and into the life that you wanted. Sometimes that hit feels very hard and cruel but it is not. It is actually the kindest gesture it can do to make you move. That place where each of us resists the truth and resists becoming what we came to be is a very palpable and real space. You are afraid of who we really are if you let go of all other lies and illusions you have been telling yourself. When the truth becomes stronger than the fear it is going to shock you into layers of monumental change and growth, which is what life is about. Staying the same was never the plan. Just saying.