Numerology/Astrology for 9/9/15

September 9th is the number 8. You are feeling the past and grieving for the old reality. You recognize that what has passed is passed and there is a natural longing for that which no longer exists. Life is about transition and change but there are moments when you absolutely need to grieve what has been lost, what may never be, and the truth of your life. Fortunately there is a master plan to it all and though you may not get what you thought, you may get some clarity that can leap you into a new place of awareness. Let your soul dive deep into the unknown and the new. Let the sign of infinity spark what is lying latent in the subconscious. Allow the growth to be what it organically was designed to become. And know that through it all you are still perfect. The Moon transits proud Leo all day. The square between Mercury and Pluto today can point to some mental tension and perhaps extremes in thinking. The tendency to read between the lines with a negative slant is strong during this transit, and can easily stir up trouble. You might make a big deal out of little things and you could have a difficult time trusting others. Compulsive thinking, obsessive positions, and over talking are possible. Just realize that expressing yourself be healthier than keeping silent. You may become obsessed with a particular idea, problem, or line of thought and if others don’t quickly jump on board there can be unnecessary tension. On the other hand this influence can suggest the ability to engage in deep, penetrating communication, or it can challenge you to see a new layer of a situation or subject.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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I feel my soul dangling dangerously swinging between the desires that drive me to darkness and the desire to drive myself out of it. And I like it this way, I like the haze of not belonging to something definite and defined.

~Poetry Language~

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Many years ago I realized that there was a big part of my soul that liked the intensity that is life. So when things got a bit wild, I had to remind myself that I did not want boring, I wanted to lean into the edge and find the joy in change and the shifts that create the intensity and drama that is the natural order of life. It is essential to find how to be your honest self regardless of what life is throwing your way. Besides you can’t really control the world anyway. You can only surrender and deal with what the universe hands you, so you might as well enjoy your life, this one is probably the best you have experienced ever when you think of the history of humanity. Appreciate what you have. Accept what is right in front of you. Trust that what is truly yours will come to you and learn to move with the flow that is all around you.

~Suzanne Wagner~