Poem – The Wolf Inside

I have been a practicing psychic since I was a child. I assumed that everyone could see and hear the things that I did from a young age. As I grew … I became aware that others did not operate or experience the world in a similar fashion. I decided by the age of 6, that adults had somehow disconnected from their divine and highest self. And I vowed to not make that same mistake. Fortunately, my life was one of music, numbers, rhythms, poetry, art, and ballet. That gave me the opportunity to practice the ability to keep both my right and left brains open and in harmony with each other. I had permission to move music through my body and channel the energies of audiences through as well. Through dance I learned how to hold and channel forces that were greater than my own physical body and soul. Dance and music taught me to merge with life itself. I learned how to understand and flow with the powerful forces of nature and other forms of light and life. I gained my unique perspective and insight this way. In my teenage years I was given great opportunities to dance in New York City on scholarships to Julliard and was coached by amazing teachers that showed me that power can be transferred and gifted to others. As many of these teachers did for me. By 17 years old I was professionally dancing in Berlin Germany with the Deutsche Oper Berlin. This was during the time of the Cold War when the walls were still up and a tense standoff existed between west and east. I found myself, a deeply intuitive young woman, literally standing in the place of two world wars with all the karmic devastation and suffering that lingered in the rocks, bricks, walls, soil, water and air. The psychic impact of this place, Berlin, blew open my remaining doors to a place of deepest knowing and intuition. Past lives, flooded through my being and I could see the dead that were still caught between the worlds in the astral plain. It was in this place of darkness and devastation that I began to remember who I was and what I had really come here to do. But the timing was not quite yet … and I knew it. Dance taught me level of internal discipline and a type of mental control and stability that few things can teach in this world. And through it all, I watched humanity and the patterns that human consciousness wove, thus creating their karmic expression and experiences in this life. I worked with many great and powerful teachers, gurus, and facilitators. But the teachers that most impressed me were the ones that knew that they had an enlightened gift to give the world, but they also knew that … they too … were a human beings working through their own karmic journey. They showed me that you could still give your gifts and continue to work on yourself. You did not need to be totally enlightened to make a huge difference in the world. But what you did need to do was be honest, authentic, and compassionate to all life. My intention is to be as authentically kind and honest in each and every reading. I am not here to tell you what you want to hear. I am here to help you uncover and discover what you have hidden from yourself. When you are ready you will find the teacher that is right for you and they will vibrate at the level of wisdom and truth that this person can comprehend at that time. Perhaps, I may be that person for you. You will know by a feeling … inside … and signs that have guided you to me in this moment. As a teacher and published author of many books; Integral Tarot, Integral Numerology, Becoming Authentic: Lessons in Tantra, Confessions of a Psychic, and The Prophesy of the Morian, I use my many skills to assist you in understanding who you are, where you are in your journey, what you need to work on, and what your goals are in this lifetime. I use tools of Astrology, Numerology, Tarot, Channeling, Palmistry, meditation, yogic skills, many healing techniques, and breathing practices to help you open to the magnificence that is within your soul attempting to break past the defenses of your ego. I look forward to every connection that the universe brings to me as I know they are divinely guided in this moment to connect with me to help them find the next level of growth and expansion for their soul.