Numerology/Astrology for 11/30/17
11/30/17 is the number 6. It is time to rekindle our spiritual goodness. Within everyone there is light and dark. What has been difficult, is to see so much of the darkness emerge out of the sewers of the hidden selves that so many have refused to acknowledge. The swamp monsters are out and sliming everything in our world. How do you keep a positive perspective while witnessing the terrible darkness that is now being revealed? How do you deal with your own shadow as it expands in this world of “permission to be your worst self?” First, deal with your own shadow. For most that don’t have that lecherous, manipulative, greedy, mean shadow, your shadow is probably about neglect. Now, that neglect is probably about you personally. So often we think that our value is in what we can do for others but what about you? If you give everything you have away then you are left with an empty exhausted shell that has nothing left. And then you are really in a pickle because if your identity was tied up with “Doing for others.” Then who are you? That is where the deeper work comes in. And now is that time to discover who you are beyond the label you gave yourself. Often you will discover that what and who you thought you are is actually not exactly true. Perhaps, in fact, completely not true. That is when you open to an awakening of your true self to come forward and help you reconnect to the essential self that you have actually lost.
There is a bit of energy right now as the astrology prepares to shift into murky waters. So, if you have things that you need to do then today is that day to do them. Don’t put it off. Leap into that project or issue right now. Take this moment to find the clarity that can set you on the track forward because by this weekend that clarity is going to go “bye bye” and if you already made a plan then you can continue that momentum more effortlessly. Attempting to find that direction after this weekend will be much more difficult. Early today, is about asserting yourself effectively without provoking, annoying, or concerning others. The trick is to combine both sensitivity and directness instead of going for either/or. The Moon continues its transit of independent, competitive Aries until 3:39 PM EST, after which its transit of Taurus may help settle us down. There is a buildup of fire that has many a bit “hot under the collar”. However, you may be feeling the buildup to a Mars-Uranus opposition, exact tomorrow morning, that’s potentially quite tense and can stimulate impatience. Tempers can flare and a tendency to take careless risks or jump into premature action is possible. Don’t let the external destroy your path or direction for your conscious awakening. You will tend to challenge situations that make you feel restricted. If people seem to be trying to hold you back you may also push hard against their perceived direction for you. Remember, that only you and you alone can really walk the path of your karmic unraveling. Regardless of all the best of intentions that others have, you have a journey that is unique to your soul and others cannot always understand that. Because of this arguments and confrontations are highly likely. Positively, this can be a time of more courage to free yourself from restrictive circumstances or to push ourselves to break out of the routine and try new things. Know that sometimes, confrontations may help clear the air.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“Prejudice is an emotional commitment to ignorance.”

~Nathan Rubsteen~

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I watch on social media all the projections of so many prejudices, hurts, wounds, and unresolved issues spewing out like someone’s personal truth when it is all their fear, anger, and hurt. I learned (the hard way) that my fears and projections of what I liked and didn’t like had nothing to do with what was real but with what was still a wounding and unresolved pattern within my own psyche. I hear so much of, “Oh, I don’t trust them!” Which means you got wounded by someone in the past that is similar to this reflection and so because you got wounded by that person, you are now being controlled by your past experiences and do not have the conscious capacity to open to be here now in this moment. You have no ability to see beyond your wound because the universe is going to keep pointing out that wound, again and again, until you look inside rather than projecting your crap outside. But this takes effort and energy. It takes time and a willingness to really be objective. And you have to recognize truth when it is presented. So many are so hurt and jaded, or have their personal slant and desire, that they invalidate anything that does not agree with their perspective. I have a phrase that I use. It is; “Open is open.” That means you are not open if you are clinging to your past truths. You are not open if you are living your past wounding again and again, incessantly and addictively hooking your soul back to your historic pain and trauma without really addressing and dealing with it. If you are still talking about shit that happened to you when you are a child then you have a frozen child self and that frozen self is controlling your life. Do you realize that? Do you recognize that what is making the decisions in your life is a wounded self not your highest self? And that is why so many made the choices that they did that now reflect back to them in ways that are troubling. That is why the world is in this predicament. This is why there is a building up of terrible energy that is destructive rather than life-supporting. It seems that we are destined to live through the painful unsolved realities of a global consciousness. It seems everyone has decided to do it all together in a huge convulsion of suffering. If ever there was a time to actively do consistent meditation twice a day it is now. I personally am doing just that. I choose to actively seek out my own distortions in my shadow and not inflict them upon others or the global miasma that is suffering so deeply right now. All I can do, and all you can do, is take your small part of fuel out of the bomb preparing to explode. Oh, that bomb is going to go. But if enough take responsibly for their own issues and work through them, perhaps then it will not be so bad. That is my hope and prayer for this beautiful world.
~Suzanne Wagner~