Numerology/Astrology for 5/20/15
Today is the number 6. Stillness and looking within yourself for the answers is what is being called for. The external satisfaction is not working today. So the only choice is to look inside to find your happiness. Today’s motto is “less is more”. It is not the circumstances in your life that matter. It only matters your reaction to them. The problem is the Mars/Saturn opposition that is separating and that this is colliding with the Mercury Retrograde in Gemini. You have been feeling for days like you are moving through some energy that is thick and sticky. It may feel like one problem is piling up after another and you just can’t get a break. Everything feels like a hassle and you may have a tendency to drawing a line in the sand and refusing to budge off a particular position or perspective. And we are not done. Over these upcoming weeks we are still feeling the pulls of the Uranus/Pluto squares and the Moon, Mercury, Venus, and Mars are touching on those squares. Translated that means that the issues that have been up for you over the last 2 years are once again rising to the surface making you feel very much on edge. Kindness is always the key. Try to remain calm and listen to others but more importantly read below the surface of the reactive astrology and communicate with that deeper self within you but also within others. The Moon goes into Cancer today at 9:57 am EDT and as the Moon rules Cancer, it is very comfortable and natural there. This can be a moment of healing if you allow it to happen. There is a final pass of the Jupiter/Pluto quincunx and it can stimulate moral dilemma and concerns. Excess is going to need to be weeded out and unrealistic elements in your life are going to need to be dealt with. This is an essential step because after this in June, Jupiter is going to trine Uranus and you will need to have a clear plate to create the next pattern unfolding.
Sometimes the worst thing that happens to you, the thing you think you can’t survive….it’s the thing that makes you better than you used to be.
Look at your reactive mind today and notice where you are finger pointing. Your external is simply making you look at an internal conflict. The problem is not out there it is inside your own being. Sometimes we need excuses to give us reason to be angry, sad, or afraid. But those situations are being created by your subconscious mind because you do not give yourself permission to feel them. But when your energy creates something “out there” to be angry or triggered by it give permission to express a feeling that otherwise is not allowed to get any airtime. We tend to use those that love us the most as that sounding board because deep inside we know that no matter what, they are going to love us and that is how we learn to love ourself. First and foremost, “Forgive yourself because there are moments that you know not what you do.”