Numerology/Astrology for 5/21/15
Today is the number 7. This number loves to figure things out and as we are in Gemini (a mental sign) the mind is going to want to have the answers to the issues that are up. The problem is that it is an intense day and the emotional energies are running really high. I find that when my emotions are feeling a bit out of control the best solution is to analyze and look at this strategically before I do anything. That would be the advice today though it is going to be very difficult to do that. Try to not let the energies uproot you and what you have been working so hard towards. You are going to feel what you are feeling. But remember feelings are always in motion and they do not stick around forever. The Sun enters Gemini today, where it will transit until June 21st. Knowledge and diversity is what will motivate you during this cycle. You may feel more sociable, intellectual, and insatiably curious under this influence. You will tend to scatter your energies as a result of this curiosity and the desire to know all of your options. You are more communicative and versatile, but you can also be unreliable. Three challenging aspects involving Pluto occur today, strongly bringing up issues of power, control, and fear. This is the final Jupiter-Pluto quincunx for a bit while Jupiter transits Leo, and this occurs in the morning. Your belief system could be challenged now, and the need for an adjustment in attitude may arise; or you might have to face narrow-mindedness in others (or in ourselves). Whatever you tackle now will pay off later. A Sun-Pluto Sun sesquiquadrate can bring fears and power issues to the surface. Venus opposes Pluto tonight, and there can be intense emotions and attractions, as well as confrontations or events that bring complex feelings and fears to a head. Today, you may be making uncomfortable discoveries, and while some may be helpful in the long run, you may be pushing too far for answers right now. Even with a the Sun in Gemini, if you don’t know the answer just wait.
A strong woman, loves, forgives, walks away, lets go, tries again, and perseveres….no matter what life throws at her.
There are moments when you might just want to throw in the towel. But this is not one of them. Something big is up and that something feels like it wants to tear you apart. It does! It wants you to tell yourself the truth about an old feeling and resentment that you have been harboring for a long time. It is very hard to look at your dark side and the parts that are still in upset, ego, and duality. Today you are going to try to make things into a right wrong, he said, she said. Try to not do that. Remember if you are in reaction then it is about you. Others do things that upset us but often they are just unconscious behaviors from their own mechanism and patterns. But when you take things personally you pull yourself into the density of your unresolved issues. Family is always the first to trigger us because family is almost always where we have the greatest karmic hit. Step out of the present upset and see where the root of that plant is hiding. Where did this begin? Is the pattern you are doing a constructive one? If not, try a very new pattern. Stop the fighting. Throw in the towel. Surrender up your old way. Be authentic, tell the truth, and let the past go.